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running out of pictures, fuck.

any who, as what I've tweeted, I'm blogging just to let you people know what my nightmare was about, cause to me it's important for my younger sister, Aynn, to know that i care for her even tho i'm a bitch towards her sometimes, well, that's what siblings do. but, 'air di cincang, tak akan putus' so whatever happens, she's still my younger sister :)

at the starting of my dream, i dreamt that i met Janny, yes. it was kindda weird actually but, the thing was, i talked to her in a so pedih-pedih way -.- haha. i told her how i want to work and support Miaa, i want to be there when she needs me, i want toby her what other parents can get her. how would Miaa grow up to be and stuff like that. that after that, Mel kept on shouting at me that something bad had happened to Aynn.

and that's when it all started, i rushed back home to find Aynn handcuffed outside of my house with a few policemen. my parents were outside too and my remembered clearly what my dad said to me when i asked him what happened, 'adik kau kena tangkap, dia buat hal lagi' omg, eventho it was a dream, it felt real that my heart sank after hearing that. cause if you guys are close to me or Aynn, you would know that she's on probation and she cannot mess with the law until next year April. so i was like, what the fuck. if she really is in the wrong, she would be prisoned for at least 2 years. yes, prisoned, not girls home uh, she's already 16. i remembered asking her this, 

Me:Aynn, Ya Allah, aper kau buat pulak *tearing sadly*

Aynn: aku curi duit pat pump station. 

Me: Ya Allah, Aynn ! gaji kau besok Aynn,(betul jagi dia besok >.<) asl nkau buat gini *still tearing*

Aynn: abeh aku lapar :(

Me: *tearing even more*

Aynn: bye kakak, aku sorry aku tak akan jumpe Maya nanti :(

then i terus terbangun siah :(sedih kan ? dah, itu jer. haha.